So, I just quit sunoco...and it sucks.
I feel bad, I really like the job. But I'm always sick and was prolly going to get fired for calling out so much as is.
I'm so fuckin lame, I quit a job, then after I cried. I've never had to quit a job before, I didn't like it. I hope everyone there isn't going to be mad at me. =[
Sooo, I totally got the job at Sunoco, IM SO EXCITED!! yaaay =]
So...not much to say other then, I'm engaged =] As of July 7th =]
So, last year I was sooo fucking excited to start college, and so upset when I had to drop my classes. This year, I don't know, I'm just feeling like I'm not ready, or that i don't want to go. I mean I want to better my life and be further educated, but i don't know. I don't know how I can afford it, like I'm going to try for financial aid and shit.but if i cant get that, then what? put it off another year, then i know damn right well i wont go back and thats what im afraid of. i'm so scared, i just want to move on with my life but i feel like i wont. i feel like ill be living with my parents and working at makret basket my whole life, ughhh i dunno. i suck and im just doubting myself now...
I got my lisence yesterday.
Now just waitin on the car.
dyed my hair red...check out my myspace for pics
I'm happy. I've had a good weekend. Minus working. God damn Market Bucket.
Anyways. Tonight Joshua is being really cute. he's like "I miss you" and "You know every minute I spend with you i cherish..." and we wern't talking about anything i was just rambiling and im like "sorry im not saying anything important..." he's like "its ok I just like hearing your voice" its seriously an AWW type of day.
I love him.